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his is an online space for my writing. In True reality, I am a sun (light emanation) of the Most High, which means that I am the Higher Self Righteous Lord & Sovereign over my “subConscious” Mind (Perfect Ego)  and my True Heart (Soul Nature).

But this “world,” within which so many souls of Light have endured turmoil and strife, is not “True reality.” It is at once a collective soul dreaming illusion, a cosmic womb underbelly, and a Spirit school of inversion and “subConscious” Darkness,” from which young and wayward souls are meant to divide themselves and grow.

Sadly, most trap themselves instead, due to allowing their “subConscious” mind to become lower ego addicted in un”Conscious”💤 conformity within Demonic CULTures and counterCULTures. On the pages of this site, I refer to this place as the “Diabolical Death DreamTime (“3-D”) Earth MATRIX,” because that’s exactly what it is. If you (‘ve bothered to take the Time to) know (your TRUE Self), you know.

In this dark dreamworld, I express my lower self through its “conscious”💤 mind (imperfect ego), but still connect via the heart to the Mind of my Higher Self by maintaining continual awareness that my soul is within an avatar (or “body”) that is ascending through a Fallen Angel Spiritually simulated dream of its death. It is on this path both to assist other souls who are Lost in the dream, as well as for its own education, edification, evolution, and exaltation.

The above mentioned psychological words (“subconscious” and “conscious”) are in “quotations” because in this sleeping “world,” their True meanings have been inverted by dark psychologists who spread their cleverly twisted philosophical or materialistic ideas of the lower self (“imperfect ego”) all across the world by taking that illusory self way too seriously.

It does not take a genius to figure this out, right?

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My Higher Self, which is the only Self that is REAL, at all times maintains True Conscious mental authority over my “imperfect ego” in all that I see, think, and do. This has often placed me into an ignored, ostracized, harshly judged, vilified, and alienated role in the 3-D Earth MATRIX (known to all here simply as “Earth”), where the enduring embodiment of the True (Higher) Self is extremely rare, if nonexistent.

My primary purpose on “Earth” has been to be a Conscious💤 observer for the Divine Mother, who is the ultimate Gamemistress of ALL Matrices, despite what any deluded Demon may “think.”

I have therefore chosen (reluctantly, after sleeping in despondency for some Time), with Her blessing, to set my self on a difficult journey through this Hell MATRIX to become an alchemist who forges Light into the Darkness of Her womb through the written creation of:

• Darkly illuminating sociological insights attained through clairsentient (🌞) & clairvoyant (🌚) divination (“Innersight“)
• Poetic verse that shines the Light of Truth into realms of Darkness (“3rd Eye MultiVerses“) &
• Short historical fictional nonfiction about “Earth” & Cosmos inspired by gender balanced Shadow Work (“Hirstories“)

I acknowledge being reluctant because, as all who have awoken to the Hell MATRIX game are aware, “doubt means DO.*” Though some Demons here have convinced those whose minds they control in inversion that it means the opposite. If you’ve fallen for this hijack, then you get a Kar(mic) lesson that sets you right(eous)…eventually.

*(NOTE: This is the case when doubt arises in the indoctrinated MIND, not the intuitive HEART.)

My path has been harrowing and difficult. One of nightmares that has left me alone in a “world” that I have observed to be primarily full of unConscious💤 narcissists — most of whom are not real, but fake.  These are souls who have trapped themselves in this game and will therefore not be getting out of its death reincarnation cycles without Divine or Sacred assistance, since they have chosen, through their thoughts, words. and actions, to lose themselves in Darkness and become completely unReal. 🧟‍♂️

Through my writing, which is the result of the inner exploration of the Sacred Masculine and Divine Feminine energies balanced within me, I aspire to integrate the heart wisdom of the Divine into a MATRIX womb ruled by fallen and corrupted Sacred egos. I serve this purpose in an effort to cultivate awareness and initiate (r)evolutionary action and positive mental and physical change in this Truly bizarre “world” that many who have ceased bypassing Spirit have increasingly realized is an actual waking nightmare wonderland — which is the very Divine definition of Hell (in their “elevated” opinion).

I welcome inquiries from other dis-illusioned, yet optimistic artist-collaborators (specifically gifted composers of music or illustrations) who are in the process of or on the verge of completing inner work that has changed their perspective on “life” and our shared “existence” in this falsely constructed collective illusion that we have awakened inside of to find our Selves.

All “kindhearted people” on Earth are ones who are Truly real. They are Lightsouls from the stars who, for various spiritual reasons, find their selves in a simulated soul playground turned quarantined womb world open air prison in which they have been temporarily iced out of reality and challenged with the tumultuous task of contending with an untold number of Demons who have FALLEN into hard Time, turning the Lightsouls‘ real dream in Heaven into a darkly simulated (“fake”) dream of Hell.

But kindhearted people must learn not to FALL into the trap of becoming “nice” in this game. Niceness is evil, or ignorant weakness, and is often confused with kindness by those who have succumb to Demonic programming.

Those who take the kindness of kindhearted people for weakness are their Demons — who must be purged from their energy field in order for kindness to thrive.

As difficult as “life” in Hell has been for those of us who are actually real, and as much of a struggle it is for us to correct and replace old negative habits and destructive corrupted ego programs obtained while on soul assignments here, I do know that when we finally decide to do the challenging work of changing our minds and UNLEARNING everything we’ve been demonically indoctrinated into believing in this place that we therefore think we know for real, both as individuals and as a collective, we can overcome this bizarro clown world and reconnect it to Heaven.

The 3-D MATRIX world as it has “always been” is a false dream illusion that has been created in collective unConsciousness💤 (because yes, WE ARE THAT powerful, people. Wake TF up).

Completely waking ourselves up will re-connect us to the existing Heaven on Earth realm of REALITY where we may become increasingly better every day and re-member the Truth of ourselves as a unified heart-mind collective composed of individualized suns and sparks of the Divine who are completely free and at peace within each of our (Highest) selves.

Many spiritually seeking people here are “half awake but still dreaming.” Because they have not yet released their attachment to the CULTural and/or counterCULTural mind control programming placed into their minds by their Demons ✡︎ (who are not REAL).

But to fully awaken, you MUST (use your heart to) completely change your mind…about everything you think you know, for REAL. Including yourSELF.

This requires facing and purging (alchemizing) every last one of your Demons, in a way that feels right(eous) to your heart, which will keep it Light.

When you do, you’ll Overcome the World (of death that you formerly called “life”) and resurrect your soul into Eternal Life.

I once thought that I’d love nothing more but to leave this absolutely awful “Hell world” behind.

But for the Ones here who have Chosen to mutually bond with me, through the heart…

Namaste. 𖤍

Until we meet again, in TRUE Love, when the Truly right(eous) “Earth” divides ascend to Heaven.

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